I know I shouldn't... I know I will be damn affected. But I just had to do this last thing (maybe) for you before 2012. Cause once the new year begins... you and I would lead a absolutely new life ahead. We may or mayn't even see or contact each other. (At least I know you wun.)

I just want to take this chance of the season of giving and forgiving to give you probably the last present and eyedrop plus seek for your forgiveness for what I have said about you after we parted. Although I only know you for not a long period of time, but I know you're still a very nice and ever sweet person. I just can't take the fact that I have to face your partner just now while passing you the pressie. I felt rather awkward but well... I should respect you and just accept who you want to be with cus it's your life ultimately. The first time I saw your partner and you, I hid away cause I couldn't accept. Then again following week saw you outside eBar, you appeared right infront of me, I couldn't hid too. Now this time I see you and your partner together infront of me... no choice I've to accept. Anyways, thanks for making me stronger. I learnt to know what's worth my effort and concentration.

No matter how... I really hope you like the card I specially drew especially with your favourite character to wish you a jolly season greetings. I dun expect you to be touched but just hope it makes you happy a little. The Sbux X'mas edition tumbler & membership card, hope you like. You can use the card to buy your favourite white choco frap =p I know I can't enjoy another cup of Sbux with you anymore, just hope you will enjoy it with the one you love. Plus the eyedrop could be the last time I'm buying for you although you still have plenty I last bought... hope it last for a period for you before it runs out. I really miss buying such stuff for you... lip bum, eyedrop, gong cha etc. Well, I hope your partner will treat you better. Buy you things you want and need... and things you din ask but wish. I can't forget about you, I tried but doesn't work. So am as well, I remember all the happy memories with you while I lead my normal life and I sincerely with my true heart wish you well and happy.

Probably next X'mas if I'm still around S'pore, I may buy you something else. Meanwhile, I wish you a Merry Christmas and best year ahead 2012. May we still be able to say Hi to each other on the street if fated to meet.

MERRY X'MAS TO YOU & AN AWESOME 2012!!