Actually I did see you yesterday, I guess you did too. Din wanna affect you thus din say HI and I wasn't ready.

Ok I am fully awaken from all the nonsense things I've said about you. It's really the end of chapter. I feel honestly guilty about what I've said about you. I thought I wanted to seek your attention to know how I feel about this whole thingy but I was wrong. Wrong about you being who I thought you are. I think I was hurt so badly I wasn't who I was cus I like you alot. Really sorry to have affected you with my words about you in my last blog posts. I know very well you read it already. At that time, I was almost going through depression. With everything that I was losing including you, just made me nearly broken down. I wasn't myself that period. It has been really tough time for me. I know you're going through bad times with your partner now. I hope you'll be fine and happy again soon.

I sincerely hope you would forgive my silliness and crazy acts I've done for the last time.

Every moment spent with you was the best. You are still the best I'd ever had. Thank you.